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kimifans -Josephine ZhouNovember 27 11月汇报---人还是西西特算了突然发觉space的写作日期基本变成了一月一次了。就像部门的monthly meeting一样。
每次回顾和展望，就发觉人还是西西特算了。
自从工作后我一点feel也没有。总是以为现在的工作只是一段假期实习而已。总有一天，总有一天，这个假会过完，我会回到学校里，和寝室女人一起上课、吃饭等等等等。
但是。已经没有了。再也不会了。
真的很不想长大。觉得20岁以后的人生就像高速的f1一样。一晃就没有了。一晃都快过半了。
工作好忙。而且每次开会后就觉得绝望。
也没有钱。也没有男人。也没有房子。
经济又不好。新闻都好差。
唯一支持自己的是，还有可以看的片子。最近在看血色星期一和流星之绊。恩。
还有什么理由么？难道为了吃的东西而活着？
October 23 忙啊忙过来晃晃。发觉竟然没写space一个月了。恩。因为最近对facebook的热爱所以根本没空来space。
过去了一个月。因为长假。长假过后马上工作陷入超级忙碌的时期。额。尤其是最近一个礼拜几乎都要手脚并用了。
再加上f1在上海、生日。。。简直就要疯了。。。
希望我的rp和星座运势好一点。。。。 September 26 抵制boring的n种方法，和结果。最近为了抵制我的boring，我有想了很多对策。
1。看片子。
我买了FRIENDS，虽然很老，但是足够长。不过，我很快就发觉长的结果是我根本没兴趣开始看。
然后看了正义的伙伴，夏季档里的片子。比较有劲。但是太短了。三天后就看完了。更boring了。
Gossip girl的关系错综复杂，比较强劲。但是一个星期出一集，实在很要命。很憋屈。
2。工作。
这个星期工作很忙。但是我依然可以挤时间boring。而且越工作越boring。我居然把我的大好年华整天对着同一批女人。
3。陪朋友出去。
的确和自己喜欢的朋友出去很开心。很安慰。好过很多。但是某个话题让我reflesh了我的记忆。
并且喝了啤酒后头有点痛。并且更加down了。
4。流连在各个space发泄。
facebook, space, 校内。可是很厌倦。真的很厌倦。而且我不喜欢传图片阿什么的。我关心的一帮家伙都很懒。
5。f1。
幸好f1首次夜战就来了。新的荧光旗、荧光牌子、夜光灯。很开心。可是亲爱的小孩，你都没有机会拿冠军了，难过啊。而且也没有人会叫我ms.raikkonen了。
6。写字。
一听音乐就变得很sensitive。觉得写不出。没有动力。
7。睡觉。
早上四点的时候做梦醒过来，发觉人生那么boring，梦境恍惚。真的很boring阿。
额。。。
September 23 Boring.人生真是无止境的Boring我发觉人生的boring最大来自于人心的无止境。
我觉得我是那种很容易不满足的人。
比如天天念着SHARP的行货9010，结果买到后一个礼拜就又boring了。
比如天天念着九月美剧复归，但是追了三个礼拜又boring了。
比如觉得我的人生没有某个人那么colorful clubing，但是泡了几个吧后又觉得很boring了。
更多的例子就不谈了。其实我每天几乎都有事情。可是还是很boring。
不明白。天平座是喜欢自寻烦恼还是想太多。
我觉得我很需要心理咨询。
明明一件已经很定论了。很确定的。就是会希望它出现其他转机。
或者对某些事情会联想很多。但是这些事实理智上都知道它存在的必要性。但是就是有点抗拒。
不太现实的现实天平座。
就比如。今天下班后要去买farewell的礼物给一个部门的一个head，就觉得很无聊。 September 04 对于space的无感如果继续不更新，进入我的space就像进入星座版或者是kimi的粉丝网。
呵呵。
最近还不错。
有个新交的朋友马上要不再见面，有点遗憾。
在看偶像剧。很红的命中注定我爱你。
继续十字绣。
刚刚做完budget。
处在后奥运的迷茫期。
恩。
因为msn人比较多，有时越来越不敢写。发掘了个新的写句子的地方。很好。
恩。
August 28 被KIMI的column感动到zz完全转载。加油。小冰。
Valencia GP Review: The Street Pain & Talk of Qualifying Problems
回顾瓦伦西亚站：街道赛的烦恼和排位赛的老问题 喜欢总结的小孩，天平。
Life would be much easier if you could always win. But sometimes it doesn't seem to go your way - whatever you try.
That's what happened to me in the last couple of races and it's not so nice. But it's not over yet.
I'll keep fighting to get the results I want to achieve. One third of the season is still left and it's enough to fight back. Obviously I would have never expected that all these street circuit races would so badly hurt our campaign to win the world championship again.
We had the first DNF in Melbourne, however we gained one point still. Then we hit that bump in Monaco and crashed into another car.
In Montreal we had a good race pace but had to retire after the collision in the pit exit. This weekend we lost the engine in Valencia. I went to the European Grand Prix with a good feeling. It's always great to have a race in a new place.
Friday practise was good, I had a good feeling in the car. But Saturday was a little bit cooler and we struggled again in qualifying. We should have been more aggressive. Obviously there has been a lot of talk about my qualifying problems. But in Hungary I just went wide in my final lap in Q3.
Without that we would have easily been third. Then after that we got fourth place in Valencia, and after that I already knew the race was going to be difficult. At the start you would need almost a miracle to get to the top from fourth place on the grid or further behind.
We started from the worse side. Heikki had better grip and passed us. After that it was me against him for fourth place. When you get stuck behind somebody, it's nothing but a struggle to try and attack towards better positions.
The leader gains one second every lap - that's how it's been in the last few races for us. We fought to get fourth place, but the only opportunity was, obviously, at the last pit stop. We went there one after the other, but I made a mistake.
I left too early and one of our mechanics hurt himself. Of course, you hope something like that never happens. Luckily, Pietro is mainly okay. His toe was broken but it's not taking too long to heal. It's nothing serious and I hope that he'll be back at the track with us very soon. After the stop we dropped to sixth place on the grid, and at the end of the day it would have been better than nothing, but then the engine blew.
Without any warning. Suddenly we came from a corner and felt something was wrong. Then the smoke came out. We knew we had to take a risk for Valencia and we did not finish the race. It's a shame, but it's useless to grieve over that.
The result will stay and it's time to just look ahead. Now we have a test in Monza, and then comes Spa. I love that circuit and, obviously, I would love to race there for the whole year long.
Spa is the best of all the circuits and hopefully we can finally get the car working to the way I want it to work. We go to Spa to win it again. If somebody has doubts concerning my motivation, let them doubt. One thing I can tell is, that right now I am more motivated than ever.
热爱最后一句，如果有任何人质疑你，那是他们对你的了解不够。亲爱的KIMI，我们从一开始就没有怀疑过。你对这个运动的热情和执着。
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